It’s like that at the beginning and tbh it Is still hard. But I’m like pretty af now and I like how I look ans I like dressing fem and honestly being queer af it’s just fun and feels good and I NEVER got that as a guy. So yeah also lots of things in life are hard but also fulfilling. Being a guy is also hard. Having to do the man suit isn’t trivial.

Also idk I’d you’re on there but imo get off trans reddit, it ofc is a source of support but at least for me it triggers my dysphoria so hard.