I was assaulted again today. It’s been well over a hundred times I think the past few years.

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    Based on your post history, you have some kind of weird obsession with being oppressed. Just an observation. Best of luck with getting help with that.

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      Are you ok if I dislike being targeted with violence, or able to recognize this preference?

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      I’m currently trying to get permission to speak, which I think would be helpful. This generally follows me where I go too.

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          I’m trying to get permission/ability to speak here - this violence is in response to me doing so.

          No, that isn’t what I meant.

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            You don’t need permission to speak on here. Just write out what you need.

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              I’m being targeted with genocide, such that it can become dangerous just me speaking/being in places. I often report on misconduct in my experience. Because of this, I am requesting permission, because I’m unsure if that’s going to be too much for people. I recently read the article "Bisbee Deportation" on Wikipedia, which I think is a part of the context.

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                Well you have all the permissions here. Let’s hear it.

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                My friend. You as an individual cannot be targeted with genocide. Genocide is the erasure of a whole cultural identity.

                That’s another linguistic oddity you’re using that I think is upsetting people to be hostile against you.

                It sounds like you’re being harassed and that’s terrible that you’re experiencing that kind of violence.

                Is this danger around speaking, is it something that’s happening to you in real life or just online? It sounds like something bad is happening to you in real life, but I think these issues your having for which you’re asking for permission to speak is caused by your linguistic oddities.

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    …hang on. You’ve been asdaulted over a hundred times?

    If you live in America, here’s what we’re gonna do.

    Step 1, you move to Cleveland.

    Step 2, you just hang around me.

    There is no step 3.

    If you don’t live in America, don’t come here. We are a dumpster fire.

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      I live in Phoenix, and am being threatened, gaslit, & yelled-at in-person while typing this (without responding or engaging).

      I don’t have access to transportation, and have been trying to get bike repairs.

      I was homeless previously, and there was a Navajo man who invited me to visit his place in the Navajo Nation. I’ve been wanting to go, and have been requesting e.g. help with food while migrating.

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    I’m going to somehow need the laptop replaced; I’m unsure how much the remaining rectangle of screen.will stay (semi-)functional. There is plenty law enforcement in my family. The context is entangled in citizen ethics as well, e.g. I don’t think it’s necessarily appropriate for law enforcement to attempt to just intervene & resolve things. I’m going to request my father to help replace the laptop for now. Particularly, I need a higher-end Linux laptop; have a four-year degree in programming, and have been on a computer since I was two. Though, I don’t want to have to keep being financially dependent on my father. Without having used any violence, the person who was attacking me is now feeling regretful; he’s emotionally volatile, the context can be very overwhelming for him. Others also encourage him to be violent or intolerant toward me, and again it isn’t abnormal for people to treat me this way in general. In the culture I’m in, people often force/persuade loved ones to attack other loved ones.

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    I’m currently being threatened & screamed at in-person, and am requesting cessation of hatred & non-violence. The person doing this has barricaded the front door and is destroying objects. In the past, my laptop has been destroyed in these cases, such that I’m unable to e.g. speak online.

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        This is happening for the neighbors to see, and next to a middle school. The police are generally aware, and often encourage or join in on discriminatory hatred/violence; I don’t want to have to call them. I was struck with a pan, and didn’t engage in violence myself. The laptop was also struck with a pan, such that only a small rectangle of the screen - perhaps about 20% of the screen renders.

        Also, the police often are corrupt here & encourage this sort of violence; it’s affronting & unbeneficial having to call them.