feeling miserable today for multiple personal reasons besides the usual background ones (the genocide in gaza and the western liberal capitalist states slowly revealing the more-facist-than-facism mask underneath) and all that on the day that i wanted to ask out my crush (if i don’t shoot my shot today im going to lose my fucking mind)
this is not cool, this is not nice and i don’t enjoy it at all
at some point i really need to do a longer post on how people cope because i have no fucking idea how to