This sounds like my experience. Im already an emotional mess most days, prog just dials it up. I dont miss when I was on ssris (snris didnt work for me) because of the robot-ness.

Whooooooo lets gooo! Ive been a bit out of it and havent been following up but you rock and its so great to see this coming along and have board(s) fabricated! No regrowth in test areas is wonderful, congratulations!

Im so happy youre back! And congratulations on getting settled, hopefully the moving/new job stress winds down a bit. As always, youre a wonderful person and im cheering you on from the sidelines!

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Im finally surrounded by other trans people and its really nice to be able to just exist like that :)

I had a similar thing around my facial hair before i began transition. I hated it, but i also loved it because it hid my face. I had a big dysphoria beard, and shaved it a couple times, but every time i just let it grow back because what was underneath was so alien and weird and bad. Do you think youd like your face more if it were more feminine? Like dont try to focus on specific parts of your face, maybe dont even look in the mirror.

I think focusing on specific things can be a bit of a trap, both in that one can develop dismorphia, and in that ones transition might not change those things.

How many zionists does it take to screw in a lightbulb?

Its really late for me and its been a very busy day (i finally have housing, in the nick of time, im not gonna be homeless, im so relieved 😭🤗) so i will come back to this tomorrow, but I just want to say that I actually really like that colour palette! I really agree with using the colour scheme to communicate that this is for all skin tones and hair colours.

Ill try to see take a look at sourcehut pages and ways of publishing to both web and print that are (relatively) easy as I have time in the coming days :)

As always, you rock! Im really impressed by how quickly everything has moved for this project; youre incredibly productive!

Har ikkje sett nok anime for å kjenne mange av disse bortsett fra de med hovedkarakterens navn i tittelen. Altså, Komis kommunikasjonsvansker må jo være Komi cant communicate, ikke sant? Har ikkje sett serien en gang men så nok reklamer da den først ble utgitt.

Må si at lutesøster skremmer meg… Lutefisk e faen mæ nok, vi treng ikkje lutesøster! Og lutefisk er nesten bare en måte å spise bacon på, men hva ville man spist med lutesøster? (Jeg antar at denne er himouto umaru chan? En til som jeg ikke har sett men har bare hørt om)

Men jeg må si, det viktigste med norske dubbinga er jo dialektene. Tenk hvor fantastisk han Sid var i istid, dialekten passa han perfekt. Da kommer spørsmålet: velg en anime. hvordan ville du tilpassa karakterene mtp dialektene?

That high of being with someone who fits you so well, who you fit so well, idk it can be so intoxicating.

(Also, if you end a line with a backslash \ it will force a line break without making a new paragraph)

Zero hours, nine AM

Sorry for writing copious amounts of text and treating this kinda like a journal, i know im pretty self centered right now, sorry.

Anyway

On the less wonderous side of things, ive been realizing the extent of my mothers codependency/fucked-up-edness and it shifted how I view her and made my discomfort relating to her more understandable. Im tired of being responsible for her emotional state, of being there for her in situations where I shouldnt have to be. For example, shes set a hard boundary about me leaving her house after 3 months, which is fine, but when I express anxiety around my housing instability and frustration with not being able to find a place to rent, she gets very upset and distraught that Im facing homelessness, and then I have to take care of her and soothe her and take care of her emotions when she is the one contributing to/forcing that situation in the first place! You cant tell your daughter to get out of your house and then turn around and be distraught by your daughter not having a place to live!? Make it make sense, please.

Ive got a great monster of the week campaign going on that im continuously excited for, its really fun :) plus everyone is trans and its great.

Anyway, life is life, and life is wonderful and terrible.

I haven’t looked into it at all, but I know sourcehut has a pages feature that lets you deploy a website hosted by them. I havent looked into it and it might not be suitable, but since youre already using sourcehut to host the repos it might be worth checking out.

I must admit Im a sucker for basic PDFs for A4 paper when it comes to assembly guides and manuals. I love having something printed that I can bind and leaf through. Perhaps considering a documentation format that can be published to multiple formats would be nice? I have used org mode to publish to both web and pdf (via latex) before, and the syntax tends to be unobtrusive enough that people who arent familiar with it can understand it with relative ease, but theres certainly other formats that would work (maybe texi? Though ive mostly used that for generating info manuals, i know theres texi to pdf and texi to html processors, though i dont know how featurful they are)

As always, youre doing amazing work and its super exciting to see this all coming together!

Im so glad this is coming along so well! And im so happy you liked the sphynx name!

Ive been checking out each of these posts and love seeing them, i just havent been commenting cause lifes been busy (week from homelessness and kinda sorta seeing someone new who ive fallen head over heels for), but ill just say it again: this is seriously game changing!

Ill ask some of my design friends if theyre interested in making a logo, and maybe someone will make something for the project!

And as always, you fucking rock! I dont have much to contribute right now, so im just cheering you on from the sidelines! Youre amazing and wonderful and making my dreams of being hair-free come within reach!

If you ever feel like picking it up again, at least one gal will be there reflecting

Life is going really well this week (well, big asterisk, cause ill probs be homeless come end of march) and ive been connecting with people and like having a lovely time being social. Idk having people who you like being around is really nice. Went to the local t4t night at a bar that is i think a socialist bar, which was fun. Went with some friends and just hung out and talked, which was really enjoyable, even if my anxiety was through the roof the entire time.

Life is just wonderful right now, even if I have no job prospects and all the housing ads i respond to say nah.

I also started P a week ago, which has been really nice and stabilized my mood a bit. Ive also been debating compounding my own P, but im afraid of ordering a kg of white powder to my door lol.

Its also my birthday soon which i have such mixed feelings about.

Fool me once…

The third half of the sky

This is really good but also some things I struggle with in there. I know i have to do some kind of corpo-speak esq shit, but like

Para 2: Talking about yourself and selling your ‘passion’. e.g. “This role really attracts me as I am a self-described [industry] fan/nut/enthusiast. If successful, this role will help me deepen my industry knowledge and round out my aptitudes. The professoonal growth opportunities presented by [company] are compelling including its business connections, enthusiastic staff and positive reputation.”

This is so hard for me, like I know its not lying but selling myself is something im really bad at lol.

But genuinely thank you this is a helpful form to follow

Ohhh you have no idea how much I want to do this… It would be a gamble that probably wouldnt pay off tho, and I really need a job (my housing situation is over at the end of march and I need to have a job to be able to find an appartment that will rent to me, been turned down time and again because income verification).