its short version…

also forget to tell i was harrased on the first attempt of hrt in 2024, by mom brother liters of men sweat, men strengh, men men men, he wanted to fix me but made worse said to the ear that im dont right that is not from good life etc plus they called police then ambulance to give some shit injection to me

oh, i want glasses because stylish and doc A LONG TIME AGO said i should wear special glasses for astigmatism what she found(idk i have GOOD vision so weak astigmatism but worried what if it become worse)

interesting how the lens for astigmatism look

unlike many stereotypes about russian psych hospitals mine was okay, young doctors, they dont pressed me, just asking questions and gave working pills, and even friendly patiens mostly they attemped suicide or selfharm and was okay

but rules are terrible, time was hard to pass, soviet books either television

but doctor in private clinic which put me my mom since 02.07.24 was terrible stereotypal soviet doc with “30 years experience” which put me to hospital from him private clinic at 26.11.24

also 2024 was diagnostics diagnostics by mom, MRI, bloodwork, ultrasound, psychatrist, psychologist(which give me schizophrenia after 15 min) and many other

im saved my life by not afraid by DIY HRT at all

im egg cracked at end of 14yo then make ultimatum hrt as soon as possible or $uicide
then at 15yo, coming out 21.06.24, wars with mom, i tried to start first at 28.07.24 but failed because of mom, my mom even wanted to su!cide because im trans…

major dissociation depression

then infinite wars with mom two antipsychptics which made me close up to brain damage it was terrible ADHD-like state, akathesia, tremor, etc then psychosis because of antipsychotics then psychiatric hospital then new pills saved me and fixed my sociaphobia with mom and gave hypomania which was very useful and im opened fully to my mom and get on hrt 28.03.25

hopefully i dont get any changes from test0st!rone in this hard gap

2024 was terrble and hard but it we need strengh to survive

what lens on the glasses that make face more smaller?(on the sides)

omg so cool! i need also make my timeline

tyyyyy mrrrr :3

more selfies!

also here and on chin fat gets thinner on hrt? for smoother n thinner jawline
also seems like my skin got better! after increasing estrogen dose again

dissociation pre hrt is sooo true…

oaoao i have lineageos on oneplus 9rt also transparent back glass mod

what sony xperia is?
i like their phones
i had sony xperia xz1 compact still want it back

woa u so thin
what height & weight for reference?(mine ~160 cm & 66 kg, im need to lose weight a little bit but on E im dont worried much about weight
also hair is beautiful

Способ применения и дозы 1 аппликация (2,5 г геля), содержащая 0,025 г прогестерона, наносится на кожу молочных желез аппликатором-дозатором до полного всасывания 1-2 раза ежедневно, sorry for russian im lazy to find manufacturer instruction in english it saids to put to breasts

so progestogel can be used only for breasts growth?

okay, will try half pumps if full pump twice is too much (E 467 pg, SHBG 137nmol and T suppresed) and one pump give 341 pg but unstable suppression so halfs should fix the problem

or transdermal, progestogel

is possible to take prog sublingualy?

“russia is so clean!!!” “russia is so safe!!!” - until you are pressed by govrenment itself
“look at moscow high tech megapolis!!!” - putin turns off internet and you cant even go to public toilet, and moscow is not regions
“there no graffiti!”
“look! there no homeless!! ININNN GAYROPE every is homeless and pooor” - idk what to say here but in russia europe is gayrope
“look at our IT products!!!” - all by govrenment which watching you
“loook gosuslugi is so good!!!” - same as above

quotes of russian putinists

I DONT NEED IT ALL I WANT FREEDOM

as example - i hate how our digital medical system control me every doctor can see how much i have disorders etc which THEY DONT NEED, why therapist can see what for example put on me neurologist or endocrinologist? at least for now they dont see psychiatric stampts but other psychs can see stampts from other psychs