CW: The cheesiest, most Hallmark movie ass shit you’ve ever heard
It’s funny looking back at it. Of course I had the “absolutely not cis” thoughts back then but there was a never ending well of suppression I could draw on to shrug them off. Only over the last like… 2-3 weeks of my life have I ever even made a decisive effort to actually start respecting myself and actually asking what I wanted. Only once I earnestly believed I could want things and I was deserving of them did the egg finally crack after 2 fuckin weeks
Now I get to do fun trans girl stuff and nobody can stop me :3
but that’s so real, i spent years repressing shit but now i constantly look back on being 13 and go “ohhh, that was because i was trans!” about all sorts of shit, it was absolutely impossible to take any step towards really knowing myself without having that ground understanding
It’s like finally finding the last peice of the puzzle you’ve been looking for.
CW: The cheesiest, most Hallmark movie ass shit you’ve ever heard
It’s funny looking back at it. Of course I had the “absolutely not cis” thoughts back then but there was a never ending well of suppression I could draw on to shrug them off. Only over the last like… 2-3 weeks of my life have I ever even made a decisive effort to actually start respecting myself and actually asking what I wanted. Only once I earnestly believed I could want things and I was deserving of them did the egg finally crack after 2 fuckin weeks
Now I get to do fun trans girl stuff and nobody can stop me :3
yeah!
but that’s so real, i spent years repressing shit but now i constantly look back on being 13 and go “ohhh, that was because i was trans!” about all sorts of shit, it was absolutely impossible to take any step towards really knowing myself without having that ground understanding