Just came back from my holiday to Basque country, where I spent almost three weeks. I decided to take a break from politics (as far as possible in Basque country lol). To make this easier, my phone randomly decided to die a few days in, so I lost all connection to the world.

I wanted to use the holiday to find myself again. I was dealing with anxiety for the past two-three months, overly worrying about money and the future even though it may not have been needed to do so.

I did some hikes on the rocky beaches and through the mountains for a few days. I spent days on the beach relaxing and swimming. My gf gave me a book that, according to her, was meant to take me away from politics. She gave me ‘Fall of Giants’ by Ken Follett. For those who have not read it, it’s a book about the labour struggle in England, the (build up to) the first world war, fall of aristocracy and the Russian Revolution. It even features Lenin lmao. It’s mostly fiction, so she probably thought it would be nice for me to read fiction. I am enjoying the 1000 page book so far, so she was right.

While looking for balance in life, I had my great breakthrough on a rock. I was swimming at the beach when I suddenly felt the urge to swim past the cliff seperating the bay from the sea. There was nothing but cliffs behind it and I decided to go back when I suddenly saw a small rock protruding from the sea. I swam to it and climbed it, facing my back to the land. I saw nothing but ocean in front of me and I sat there for over an hour, staring into the distance. I saw water, incredible clouds, a far away thunderstorm and a boat in the distance, slowly passing by. I sat there thinking how this view will be the same in a hundred years and that I’ll be long gone by then. And so will be the people back at the beach, together with all our worries. It made me realize again how little time I have in this place and how much time I spent worrying about unimportant things. When the hour was gone, I felt like a weight was gone from inside my head and my shoulders, and I swam back to the beach.

I enjoyed my stay in Basque country. I tasted the local cuisine, spent some time at the beaches, the bars and in between the Basque people. I enjoyed the countless political flags and (communist) statements made everywhere. I enjoyed the easy and laid back way of living and I feel refreshed. I’m ready to continue the communist fight over here now, and I have a lot of things coming up.

And, importantly, I will start my new job at the Union next monday.

How is life going? Have I missed important things while I was gone?

  • ghostOfRoux();@lemmygrad.ml
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    How are you the exact opposite of me rofl! Tbf I do actually work a bit with the local Dems and though some of them mean well, holy shit are they misguided and brainwashed.

    If you got a knack for solving problems and making magic by typing words on a screen I’d say definitely give programming a try. I’m just going through a low point with it right now but to be perfectly fair, this thing I’m currently working on is using code to generate other code and it gets a bit weird.

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      this thing I’m currently working on is using code to generate other code and it gets a bit weird.

      Making a compiler?

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        It’s from the crafting interpreters book. It’s the guy’s made up language “Lox” and the interpreter is written in java. The wierd part is that GeneratorAst class because it’s a metaprogramming bit that generates the interpreter file. It’s not needed but he added it to the course just to use it I think. I could just add each of the classes to the interpreter file as needed I think.

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        1 year ago

        I almost pulled the trigger on getting my CDL actually. It was right at the beginning of the pandemic and we had a toddler at the time and was planning for number 2 and decided I didn’t wanna put that much on my wife if I was gonna be gone for 5-7 days at a time. I grew up with my dad driving truck and get it. If you can swing it I’d say consider it though. I’m an introvert and still love the idea of just driving across the country. Java isn’t thaaaaat bad but I wish I would have stuck with python maybe.

        And yeah I definitely see a lot of “Blue no matter who” rhetoric back when Beto was campaigning last time and even now. Local Dems keep asking me how I think they can get more young people involved since I’m the only one involved under 60. I keep telling them to talk with “us young people” and actually move to the left. They keep ignoring me. It’s getting frustrating. I named dropped a TikTok leftist that is trying to run against Cruz and they ignored me on that as well because another guy is ex-mlitary and played football so he’s a good candidate apparently. But to be fair the guy I named is basically a comrade so he doesn’t stand a chance.