No ADHD AFAIK.

Well, the stuff that I procrastinate on is inherently private and likely shouldn’t be allowed access to for people outside.

Absolutely. But I want to do it, and yet I procrastinate. This has got to be a serious flaw in personality to procrastinate in doing a hobby

Oh absolutely there’s no way I’m using CEXes for this. Thanks for the explanation

That’s a difficult question. This is a hobby that I’d like to be more diligent in

Do people in Japan use Haveno? Is there any cash-by-mail happening in Japan?

To clarify, I’m talking about being motivated enough to host public facing services like Invidious and SearXNG, maybe a Monero node. But I’m lacking motivation when doing things strictly for personal use like a project tracker for my personal projects, a personal media server. Basically, since I’m accountable to no one, I don’t feel the light nudge I need to get to work on something.

In terms of hosting software, sure I can read about configuration. I tend to have the overall process planned out in terms of what to expect.

The main problem is, let’s say I give an hour a day on hosting a FOSS project. I could easily give it 4 hours if I were motivated, but I’m not. Because I procrastinate and waste time. It’s only during the later hours at night when I realise I have a deadline (need to go to bed) and my mind kicks into overdrive and I accomplish whatever I can in that hour.

That’s the behaviour I’m trying to solve.

I will try it, thanks

I thought most admins only used cloudflare as a CDN for the images (except LW, they are full of shit). What do you propose for quicker propagation of non-text media?

It would be nice to not be lazy for my own needs for once lol

I see. I think it’s the same case as me, I need realistic deadlines to really focus.

Unfortunately, I don’t have anyone that I can say this to. Any automated methods to induce such a feeling?

Your saying I’m lacking motivation because I’m not organized enough?

I’m also a privacy and security enthusiast, and everyone wants to have their library of Linux ISOs on Jellyfin lol. I really should get to it

I mean there’s no strict deadlines for personal FOSS hosting projects, so I don’t think so.

Maybe I’m just lazy

I have no idea what you mean

Yup that’s the problem, my mind is screaming at me to do it but I feel lazy every time I touch the configs. It’s like I lose motivation.

Maybe I should take a long break

I think I’m pretty dumb. A third person would be very contextual; a third person who is a guru in FOSS, or a random person from the street?

All I really want to do is to find motivation to host FOSS, both for myself and the world

Unfortunately, I have no one like that.

I like FOSS and I like the community. It’s probably just in my character to be motivated for someone else, which is why I’m looking for ways to trick my brain

Which book is this?

Yeah but some things are best consumed privately, and a media server is probably one of them (because I’m not going to do any requesting pipelines like sonarr/radarr etc)