That’s what I’m noticing, Little things my brain does which are linked to the disordered eating which I was doing really well with (Eating “Normally” that is).
I’m in my 30s, yet it’s still just there itching away on my thoughts. Everything just feeds itself with the ill habits.
I’m sorry it’s there wiggling its way back into your thoughts.
I feel myself slipping back into my old habit of Restricting my food intake to have a sense of control/regulation.
Anorexia habits are hard to stop so I’m just letting it happen. I’ve tried getting help but there’s only so much they can do.
I’ve had counceling and Specialist counceling for it.
I am eating but its just not enough to sustain the body properly.
I think it’s common for those on the spectrum to have issues with food and control. So Disorder eating is a typical result.
Not exactly a nice way to spend a birthday.
This is just a comment to get it out of my system a little.
It’s linked to the English language.
You can choose Euros in the settings if needed. If you don’t have an account, It’s changeable at the bottom of the page.
You would need to use LibreElec or OSMC with the Jellyfin addon, Not a desktop and browser.
The fan just spins and moves air into the metal fins, the whole top of the case is a giant heatsink.
I’ve been watching my DVD collection more from disc (Rather than digitalising them, then watching).
I use a Raspberry Pi 4 and It’s always had a gap where the GPIO pins are exposed. It’s bothered me for so long so I finally got round to designing and printing a little cover for it.
The angle isn’t exactly the same but it does the job and makes it look much nicer/complete. A little cover makes it look more like a device than just a Raspberry Pi weirdly enough.
They also have anti rollback, You cannot lock the bootloater if current rom security version is older than the one it had before.
They do warn of this but still bad as it makes the phone a brick if you do lock it.
Pretty early on, I got told to stop asking ‘why/how?’.
I’m not sure why they thought I was questioning them specifically and not out of curiosity.
Stopped me from Questioning things during school which I think just made me mask heavily unfortunately.
I was and had been undiagnosed my whole life until recently.
I love learning, Tinkering and Data.
C O N C R E T E
Heck yeah!
I’ve had to spend money on a new pair of wired earbuds as my current pair puts pressure on ears when I wear ear defenders over them.
I just don’t like spending money on things unless absolutely necessary however I feel I do need these new ones (if they don’t have the same issue…).
Just seems wasteful when my current pair are fine otherwise.
I’m not going to stop using my current pair as they’re fantastic, I just can’t use them when I have defenders on.
Fingers crossed these additional ones don’t cause the pressure due to the shape.
If an involved Appointment (Counseling and similar) isn’t in person, I prefer to see them as feels more connected.
I don’t see the point of showing or seeing face otherwise.
Ha! I do the same thing.
Quieter, Cooler and I also just about avoid the school runs in the morning.
Leave at 7.30am and home by 9am. Most of that is spent walking to and back from the shop.
I spent the morning clearing up my desk, Got mostly through it and I’m now left with a pile I’m too tired to finish sorting.
The most important thing is I did actually attempt and mostly do it :)
Absolutely 100%, lt is very difficult to get out of that mindset of it being wrong/bad to be on the spectrum.
I’m not totally and doubt I truly will ever be.
I feel the opposite, Getting late diagnosed made me feel less broken as things started to click why I am how I am.
Rather than trying to blend in and “fix” who I am, I’ve started to just not bother trying.
Changes I make are fine, It’s external ones I very much dislike and end up internalizing my reaction.
Mine stems from trying to plan every little detail (when needed) of whatever activity it is.
I just try to remember I unfortunately can’t control the world like I’d want to.
I’ve got great memory, Everything gets sorted away in virtual filing cabinets however finding that info again sometimes gets difficult due to retaining so much. I can’t regurgitate/share the info, I just know a lot of things.
Things like Names sometimes takes a minute to recall, Especially if I’ve not spoken to them in a little while.
Does anyone else sometimes feel alien when you learn that the general public cares about all sorts and I just don’t even think about or understand why I should care about it.
I’ve got next to no stress about the average stuff everyone else (that aren’t on the spectrum) does, Yet the little details of generally living my life etc make me really stressed/upset if it isn’t correct or going how I think it should.
I had a large supermarket near me that had advertising in store that was those very fast spinning led fan things. They spin very fast to make an image with the LEDs.
I had to avoid that shop for several months before I peered through the outside and saw they was gone. I assume they got complaints.
I got a variation of that machine VERY cheap second hand and It’s been fantastic.
Make coffee how you like and enjoy it, You don’t need to spend big money on something just because others have.