I would like to add a description (details), but it would be a very long text.

In short: I have depression, multiple chronic illnesses, C-PTSD, ADHD (btw, I could treat it with Adderall/Adderall XL, but there all drugs are banned, even for medical purposes), no money to rent on my own, poor physical and mental health, some basic things I don’t have money for, I don’t have a computer and it seems that my laptop will soon broken…

I can’t go to a psychologist because… the quality of education and medicine in this country is terrible, and it’s dangerous to say “everything” here, my mother recently worked, but now she’s left without work and starts doing some kind of crap, she was the one who brought in the income until this time; she feeds me fast food. In this country everyone doesn’t give a sh*t about each other, I am surrounded by “broken” people, this is a country full of cynics, sociopaths, and narcissists (consider mentally ill… and genetically defective, apparently).

Like this… I am spoiled, my life and my future are spoiled.

  • NeoNachtwaechter@lemmy.world
    10·
    6 months ago

    In short: I have depression, multiple chronic illnesses, C-PTSD, ADHD

    If these problems are all in the brain/nerves/psycho area, then maybe you can try manual work, like building construction, or plumbing, or roofing etc… these professions are needed everywhere, usually with an average income = better than poverty.

    Just go somewhere and ask openly for a job.

    • labbbb@thelemmy.clubOP
      4·
      6 months ago

      The entire “business” (there is no business, capitalism or economy in RU) is under the control of the FSB mafia, accordingly, EVEN if there are jobs in my city (I do not live in a large city, but with a population of ~500k people), then they are all busy, because whoever is left in this garbage dump, now everyone is working, that is, the “density” of the RuSSian labor “market” is somewhere around 99.9%, other job offers are fraud.

    • labbbb@thelemmy.clubOP
      41·
      6 months ago

      If we talk about physical labor, you will have to work a lot and you will earn very little. However, you will receive your salary in rubles, and their value is falling and falling every day.

      Now the RuSSian Central Bank, as usual, is “artificially” holding the ruble (this bullshit has happened more than once), but you can’t fool the economy, and everything will go even worse in a couple of months.

      • falsem@kbin.social
        4·
        6 months ago

        Gotta start somewhere. It would be enough to rent your own place and get out from under your mother.

        • labbbb@thelemmy.clubOP
          2·
          6 months ago

          I agree that you need to start somewhere, but even if you have a higher education, working without stress - 30k rubles (~$300) is the “ceiling” in this country.

          Renting a more or less normal apartment costs from 30k rubles per month.

          What will you have to live on if you only have to pay 3k for utility bills (10% of your salary), and ~10k for food, it’s a mystery…

          • NeoNachtwaechter@lemmy.world
            3·
            6 months ago

            You can complain about “ceiling” and you can complain about medium salary. But all of this complaining does not get you anywhere.

            You can start somewhere and earn something, or do not start and earn nothing.