I feel like I am not part of this world and just a outside observer. It doesn’t matter if good or bad things happen because I am disconnected from it all and just watching. When I talk to someone there is an invisible layer between us and we can’t communicate that well because we are part of two different worlds. The way I see things, hear things, feel things… are all different from everyone else. Very few seem to be able to relate to me about just a small array of things.